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I Thought I Had
03:39
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"I thought I had"
I've been quiet
I've been out of it
Ive been looking for the right way
to speak my mind again
I'm okay but I've been better
I've been taking my sweet time
because things got too bitter to start again
to start brand new
it seemed so far away
with too much to lose
I was scared
I was complacent
I was dragging my feet
and slowing my breathing
took my time as if I had any
straightened out my mind
which i needed
to start again
all brand new
it feels so good, it feels like it used to
I never really let go
I thought I had but didn't
I was lost
I was frustrated
wasn't myself
and I can admit that now
we made mistakes
we can't erase them
even if we did
it wouldn't change anything
cause the past in the past and we must let go
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2. |
Destination You
03:22
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"Destination You"
Stay, stay awake
You can rest your head, your eyes
On the long way back, back east
Dare I to ask "will you wait there for me?"
It won't be too long
til the summer ends
And I will come back home and see you then
Wait, I will wait
Counting down the days I will long to return
to you and those eyes
The blue light reflecting and stretching the
whole sky...the color of my world
When the sun sets
In my mind I go back home to see you then
And now on the road, set out
Destination you, home bound
I'll be there..soon I'll be there
Beat down in the pale moonlight
I'll race the way all damn night
I'll be there…yes I'll be there
Sleep, just sleep
Here in my arms
As content as I ever could be
So just be
Happy, young, in love ..so lucky
It won't be too long
Til the sun creeps in
I will wake you up
And see you then
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3. |
Blondie
03:54
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"Blondie"
don't be afraid
I know its a big world when you can't find
your place
but if you and I remain
I'll be okay, okay
cause you're my best friend
heal the wounds in me
even time could not mend
safe here with you
I will stay
When I'm blinded and I can't see
my way through the darkness in front of me
you are my light, i love you
you ease my thoughts
clear my mind when I get lost
back to you I crawl
and I'm okay, I'm okay
cause i can breathe again
take the pain away
the weight off my chest
through the worst of it all
you will stay, I know you'll stay
my sun when the skies are gray
you give me hope when i cannot find strength
to go on
i love you
And as time goes by
faster all the time
I will be here, forever by your side
all along the way
I promise you
I will stay right here
forever by your side
all my life
my sun when the skies are gray
you give me hope when I cannot find strength
when Im blinded and I can't see
you give me life when I do not believe in myself
only you and no one else
I love you
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4. |
Autumn Heights
03:01
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"Autumn Heights"
I never wrote you a love song
I never found the words to say
wrapped up in a melody
that could take your breath away
slow dance in the kitchen
red wine, watch the snow fall
you and I, yes we have it all
beach walk in the sunshine
long days on the outer banks
you and I, yes we have it all
and I'll remember it all
such a life we've built
what a time its been
not a day goes by that I don't know how lucky I am
I never wrote you a love song
I never found the words to say
wrapped up in a melody
that could make your hands shake
I never sang you a love song
the one I set out a hundred times to write
never could finish those lines
that could take your breath away
autumn heights, while the leaves turn
river side neath the north falls
you and I, yes we have it all…i swear
holidays in new england
bike rides through the capital
you and I, yes we have it all
and I treasure it all..
you are my true love (i adore)
you are my best friend (for ever more)
not a day goes by that I don't know how lucky I am
so i wrote you a love song
it goes something like this
it's only the start
you have my heart
don't ever forget
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5. |
Forever And Always
03:41
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Forever and Always
Twenty Two with so much to figure out
Go get your cap and gown
Then I'm off on my way
Land a Nine to Five
And the love of my life
But some things you can't find
Until you've lost your way
Taken by surprise
Turned my head, caught my eye
Maybe someday you and I
Can spend some time
You and I
A few years then
And I know it's true
There's no me without you
Don't let it slip on by
With trembling hands
In the ocean air breeze
Dropped down on one knee
"will you be my?"
Always on my mind
Eases me, completes my life
Maybe someday you and I
Can share a lifetime
You, you had me then
You have me now
Forever and always
You, you have me now
You'll have me then, I swear
Forever and always
So on this summer night
Take this ring, be my wife
To have, to hold
To love, to hold
And in this moment
Time, standing still for you and I
To have, to hold
To love, to hold..always
Forever and always
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"Perspective Is Everything (Momentum)"
I was down before
but now i really lost my way
on a risk i can't afford
and a chance I had to take
it took most of my life
to gain a little piece of mind
I said "someday soon I'll come back to you"
safe inside your dreams
run like hell till you can't breathe
now you're stranded on the road you've been driving
since eighteen
no time to pause on these hard times
got get those good times
cause someday they'll make great
oh boy they will make great memories
I'm not one to complain
regrets, a few
but i would not change a damn thing now
I've made it this far somehow
Cause I was raised to lead my own life
paid my dues
paid my price
its time to shine again and find peace with in
I found you my old friend
so glad I found you
my very best friend
we lost momentum
but we gain perspective
and everything that comes with it
I keep my head up high
we lost perspective
but we gain momentum
and everything that comes with it
I keep my head up high
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7. |
Twenty Twenty
04:40
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"Twenty Twenty"
It's the quiet nights
The lonely days
The things I can't change
That scare me
Its the bridge I crossed
The places I never saw
The time that I lost
That scares me
Maybe it's good for me
It's the fear not faced
The dreams that I never chased
Memories erase
And that scares me
The plans I made
For rainy days
That never came
It scares
This can't be good for me
Now the walls that I built
Tower over me
And I can't see a way out
The air that I breathe
Is suffocating me
And I can't see a way out
Is there a way for me?
It's the open road
The words that I wrote
But never let go of
Scare me
It's the days I'll wait
For a twist of fate
These thoughts I can't shake
And it scares me
This can't be good for me
If the boy that I was
Met the man I've become
After all that's been done
Would you notice me?
Did I make you proud?
Did I let you down?
If I saw you now
Would you notice me?
Would you even know it was me?
I'm not ready to give you up
Giving all of me
Given all up
There's gotta be a way
I'm not ready to give you up
Giving all of me
Given all up
There's gotta be a way out
It's the quite nights
The lonely days
The things I can't change
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8. |
A Bed Made Of Chairs
03:23
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"a bed made of chairs"
I slept on a bed made of chairs
never did I think to ever leave there
in a mess of wires, on sheets of white
you laid through the night
and I slept on a bed made of chairs
I walked for miles
pacing round the room
to keep my mind from going to
the darkest place I've ever been to
I've been here for hours
minutes they stretched on
and I never did before
but I prayed all day long
I've gotta get you outta here
I've gotta get you home
I slept on a bed made chairs
and i honestly have never been so scared
to see so much pain in your eyes
you put up a fight
I slept on a bed made of chairs
I made my way through a maze of concrete
hallways, grey and white
surrounded by the sound of machines
checking pulses, keeping time
when I saw you there
I broke down and cried
I slept on bed made of chairs
I held your hand and didn't think you knew
me there
but I promised you
for all my life
I'd never leave your side
So I slept on a bed made of chairs
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9. |
EST
09:28
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"EST"
I grew up a little to fast
realized half way cross the world
there's no going back
so she flew down
to fix my mind
nursed me back on my feet
and i got by
with the weight of the world
i pushed through
bruised and broken, black and blue
racing hearts and heads don't sleep
don't let them go and bury me
now, not now
cause you're all i need now
take me back to where we started
just let me get home
because i can't make it on my own
take me back to where we started
I felt weak
I felt ashamed
afraid you'd never look at me the same
heard time it heals
so i took all i could get
yeah I'm not perfect but I've learned to
deal with it
when the walls catch fire
and i can't breathe
i won't let the smoke smother me
when the currents change
and drag me to sea
i won't let the water swallow me
down, not now
cause you're all i need now
take me back to where we started
just let me get home
because i can't make it
on my own
take me back to where we started
just take me home
bring me back to where we started
you make me feel whole again
bring me back to where we started
you, I
eastern standard time
tonight we reunite
I go where you go
tonight we reunite
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Rob Freeman New Jersey
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